I miss my best friend. We had a fight 2 years ago, and haven’t spoken since. “Donald” was the best friend a girl could ask for in a straight guy. He would make me laugh uncontrollable during the most stressful situations. While being chased by cops, getting in to fights at the bar, and while doing naughty illegal things. He would be the shoulder I would cry on when a guy would break my heart, and I would be his shoulder when a girl would break his. I loved him. My husband and I meet while Donald was in the service, and engaged not long after he returned from the service. We married not to soon after and things we OK, but not like they were. When I got pregnant, he was upset but happy. He thought it was a mistake at the time, but learn to deal with it. His girlfriend “Lilly” was great, the best girl for him in his life. We became fast friends, and when they would fight, she would call me, cause I was the one who knew him the best. Donald started acting funny, I had seen this side of him before. I knew he was being unfaithful to her. So I called him out, it’s wrong, and he knew how I felt about it. We haven’t talked since that day. He denies to Lilly that he did this, and she is still with him. He has never meet my daughter, and I have gone through so much since she was born. I was going through some old pictures, since I am moving, and found one of him and I. I started crying, in 2 years I have not once shed a tear for him not til today. I am not sure why. Is it cause I miss our 3 hour conversations about everything and about nothing? or is it his ability to make a situation better then it really is? I am not sure why all of a sudden I miss him, but I feel like Donald is dead and maybe I am finally starting to mourn his passing.
